The Ego I

Greetings Friend,

 

Now that you are here, a question. Why ARE you here? Think about it. Why are you reading this? What has brought you here? Are you sure you want to continue reading? You may not like what you find here. As a matter of fact you should just stop right now. Seriously. You’ll probably be better off reading something else. You really should just go back to what you were doing and find some body else’s more soothing words or I may just knock the props from underneath you. It will save you a lot of time because like I said you may not like what you find here and how I present it. Plain and simple I caution you this will probably offend you and this may not be for you at this time.
So you are still here and are just curious about what I got to say so you are going to stick around a little bit. Well everybody is curious about something or another, so what’s the big deal wanting to know what I’ve got to say. There are I assure you more smarter, intelligent people with more wits than I will ever master out in wonderland. I may not be very impressive and disappoint you. Hell even my grammar and penmanship will have it’s short comings. So if this should be a stumbling block to appreciating the content of my intentions you might as well be forth warned.

Who am I you ask? Well I am just another you in another body that’s all. With all the vile temptress attitude and all the frailties that comes with being human. I mirror you. I reflect what you are in part . My whole message is about you. Not just anybody but specifically you. Yeap you, what you are and what you don’t know or may not want to know about yourself. You may say “I trust my heart”, yet you don’t know your heart is the wickest part of your body.

So like I say before maybe you shouldn’t be here. Maybe you are not ready for yourself. You see this message is meant to kill you! That’s right friend. So if you are not ready to die you better go back to what ever it is you were doing until you are. You may not be ready for the sword of truth to peers your heart. What truth. What’s truth? The truth for certain ears only.

Maybe you are a pastor of some church who peddles the word for a living. Perhaps you should go back to peddling those words so you can feed the golden calf in your closet and get “your” work done. Call them up to the alter brother! There’s plenty of garllable victims who won’t dare question your spirit and bingo give you their hard cold cash. Maybe you don’t want to do it like Paul who didn’t asked for a penny but with his very hand provided for his substance and didn’t even ask for that special word “the tithe”. I don’t know what I am talking about you say. Like I said maybe you’re not ready for a reality check. But if you are and accept it, it will be the largest check I can ever donate to “your” work.

Maybe you got here by accident. Well its okay accidents can happen to anybody. But then maybe just maybe you didn’t. You may want to stick around and see
I’ve got it you are a doctor but can’t give that right prescriptions cause you are bound by oath to sooth the symptoms only. You know what I mean. You don’t want the pharmasuiticals on your back. Your bread and butter are at stake! I know you’ve got to get going there’s another needless C-section tomorrow and you’ve got to feed the bottom line. Go ahead make your day. What do those hallistists know.

So what are you doing here still? Maybe you are searching for God. Great and honorable thing to do. By the way which god? Do you even know His name? Does He have a name? It’s it important? Do you know who you are searching for then? Maybe you are searching for the truth. What is truth? Who’s truth? The pre-existing conscious truth or the after the big bang truth. What do I mean? You know, the after the big bang truth when ” then” conscious came into being the Primordial Intellectual Masonic Lodges promote. Maybe you are not even ready for the truth cause you can’t handle the truth. What do I mean! Am I driving you mad! Like I said the truth will kill you. Are you ready to die? Are you ready to be free?

Maybe you are searching for yourself really and don’t even know it. Maybe you need a glass of wine to get back to reality. No maybe a bottle of scotch that will do much better. If you have gone to bed with the bottle I believe I just became your biggest fan. Bottoms up mate! You’re better off using the 12 step plan first. No you say. We’ll see then stick around if you like.

You are an antheist. You are the easies to convince since all you have to do is prove to yourself after all your scientific observations that the singularity is not the smelling of the coffee. That there is a God at work. After all your deductions it is on you to prove God doesn’t exist, then you will have your answer. That you must die too, a hard death. We all do. Here’’ the theory of evolution at a glance; a theory based on faith without evidence, the altimate climax of ignorance. Read it again see if you get it. Hey you have one good thing going for you though, you haven being brainwashed as others with religious heresies. Party on man!

Okay so maybe you are none of the above and by now I’ve become a real nuesense to you. I don’t blame you I would feel the same way too, we’re only human. But I still have to ask you again what are you doing here? Maybe this whole thing is really not for you as I said earlier. See, you might just be a curious George type, a wanderer of things but never having any definity. Well maybe not. Perhaps you are a stay home dad. You have accepted the reverse role of provider. You really should go back to tending your spoiled tantraun filled sweetie who will grow up just like you. While your helper, your wife, swets her hynnies providing for you . It is not the way man and woman were created to be, God said so. Don’t throw those stones yet.

Perhaps you are struggling with an overweight problem and that secret formula Dr. Phil promise just didn’t deliver. You could join Zip It International weight lose program. It’s guaranteed to work. All you’ve got to do is just simply “zip it”. (humor instended but I know your pain) Well it’s either that or stick around and face the inevitable. You must die!

Okay you are the rich little girl from Pasadena and your parents haven’t taught you what the word ampathy means. To you and them the green is the means with nothing in between. All raised noses will eventually have to come down and smell the real coffee ( not Studbuck’s brand). There will be no discharge that day except the sweet smell of the grave prepared especially for you.

“I have chronic depression” you say. You have no idea my childhood trauma and what my parents and those who were supposed to love have done to me. Are you sure about that? Stop victimizing yourself! Those guilty will have their day. This is guaranteed. But right now at this moment it may be your turn! Don’t worry be happy die peacefully and be free.

Maybe you are Jewish and just happened by. Oh no there’s no anti semitism here. I won’t say another word, my lips are shut. I will only talk about the Pope and his Babylonian heresies. I will then gather all the muslins together, impliment the Faringies 600 rules of acquasition and take over the world. After all the Democrats, Republican or third party ain’t doing much. We a need change!

Okay now you are really piss off and have your hands around my neck. You may want to go shopping, spend your money on needless things and while you are at it you will vent off at the sales person who is just trying to make a buck. Maybe you are the spoil brag type who hasn’t grown up and thinks everything should be handed to you on a silver platter. I’m a paying customer you say! Are you ready for reality? Are you ready to grow up and die?

Perhaps you’re a tough guy, a physical bully, a verbal bully, a whatever bully. Nevertheless a bully when you really look at it. But I know better deep down you are wallowing in a pool of low self-esteem. Oh yeah, I know what troubles you. You are a baby cry in a man’s body. Your spanking is on its way. Beware!

You have read thus far and wondering where this is all going. Maybe I’ve merely entertained you for the moment. Well I am not in the entertainment business so make the choice of a reality check. If you are the intellectual type full of worldly wisdom get your coffin to bury your wisdom. Yeap you got to die too.

To the unaddressed rest assured you haven’t been left out. Dig deep down and you fill the rest of the blanks. . . .

You are a murderer you must die! A thieve, you must die! A crooked lawyer or politician bang, bang, you must die! A child molesta, you definitely have to go!! Do you believe you are good inside just cause you go to church but then talk behind your neighbors back and are just self-centered? Do you believe your screaming and shouting in church while listening to some half dead minister will save your soul? Do you trust your heart which is deceiveful above all things? I’m sorry I forgot your pocket is your trusted friend. What’s the point here you are asking?

Here’s the point my human companion, if you are anything other than what God conciders to be “good” as God is, then, well you know what I’m going to say. And since no one is good but God then all must die!

The Ego Must Die!!

Welcome to your destiny.

“Behold ye among the heathen, and regard, and wonder marvelously; for I will work a work in your days, which ye will not believe, though it be told you.” Hab 1:5

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